Tuesday, January 09, 2007,12:27 pm
8 JAN 07
eeesh . havent been able to blog recently .
not a good weekend . orr friday even .
lots of psychological warfare going on in my head .
ohkay ohkay . no time to blog about the wholee weekend .
dad's not letting me use for long .
well .
ahma's been staying over since last night .
not the one that goes
HUUUUH ??
every second .
the one that speaks hokkien .
SUPER DUPER FAST .
and i cant understand ):
and she cant understand chinese .
soooo .
BIG LANGUAGE BOUNDARY .
when we talk to each other .
its almost as if .
i pretend i understand what she's saying .
and she pretends to understand what IM saying .
then we both laugh and walk away in total ( '.' ?)
i guess youu can paint the picture ba :D
cried alot yesterday.
ended up sleeping about 3.
i dont know why.
i thought that i would be better when i woke up today .
but , bring back in school just made things more THERE .
i felt guilty talking .
i felt guilty laughing .
i felt guilty playing ):
my darlings asked what happened .
as i wasnt my usual self.
i wanted to tell them so badd .
i wanted a shoulder to cry on .
but, i couldnt open my mouth .
i couldnt find the right words .
i couldnt even bring myself to laugh
at julia's anxiety over her hair .
or azureen's usual jokes .
or even fiqah's usual sarcasm .
and jiamin's .. jiamin-nism.
sharmini's hyperness.
even jouharr's joking-ness.
funny thing is .
its not even my stupid problem .
started to feel a little better when it became geography .
shalini . its not you . SERIOUS .
i couldnt find the time to tell youu guys today .
it was you guys who cheered me up too .
mr koh was his normal neh neh self .
something which made me laugh .
when he said the word erecting instead of reacting .
the whole class went rofl .
that was really funny .
he gave us minutes to settle down .
and when we finally did .
he said the word reacting again .
and we all um chio . haha .
ohkaaaaaay . it wasnt exactly um .
lols =x
i was really shocked when we asked ms chow about her weekend .
she LITERALLY .
LITERALLY
told us everything she did .
hahaa .
especially the part about the little girl who made her nerves turn .
nothing much for the whole day .
jiamin and i laughed about the kukus in front of us during physics .
something about them never ceases to make me laugh .
pingyan toldd me baout eddie .
brings back memories RAVENIZED . ourr ex ouu xiang !
right cherie ? haha .
darn . WHERE'S CHERIE ??
well . we had more of ms wong when she came back for emaths .
think she still has a black mark on me .
i seriously .
REALLY paid attention this whole lesson .
didnt talk much .
julia and i even tell otherrs to shh here and there .
and the moment i talk to julia .
she came to my table and said
"yiwen i expect you to be on task"
cant we have a clean start ms wong ? ):
im really trying .
despite how much i dont understand a quater of the things coming out of yourr mouth .
and from the ink of the whiteboard marker .
im really trying .
i dont want to fail eitherr .
jiamin went to eat sushi with yina they all .
and fiqah went town with xn they all .
HEH .
and julia didnt want to go bras basah with me .
lols =x
sorry julia ^^
went to bras basah .
to finally, FINALLY .
settle the printing of the bannerr .
had a few mistakes here and there .
but HEY .
i dont know how to use photoshop =x
and im so
SO
SO
relieved to say that its finally with that guy le .
weeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
only that its a little more ex that what he told me the last time .
then went to plaza sing to retrieve my poorr abandoned phone !
its fixed !! wahahah =DD
thanks to the almost expired warranty !
woopeee :D
thanks to my mum for making it possible .
*claps =x
ohkay . too drama le .
basically . im happy :D
was so super ultra tired ):
but . still couldnt rest .
had tutionn .
JUST made it on time .
with just enough time to lie on the sofa a few minutes .
tution was quite refreshing .
quite fun actually (:
err .
cant use now .
DARN .
got so many more things to write .
eeeesh .
parents being so frustratingly unreasonable these days .
BYE ! :D
heartofGodchurch